no regrets but its hard

sometimes i miss the past. i want to dwell in it and maybe choose a different direction than i did just to see what it would have led to. there are so many paths that we push aside or frankly ignore. we are presented with situations in life where we can choose one path, which may seem bad and shaky to people, or we can chose the path which you are already trekking along.

i wish i could relive the past and see where it would have taken me.

the things i know

i sometimes think i know things and then a curve ball, sledgehammer comes at me and i am thrown off the rocker. I am forced to realize that i am very ignorant and do not know anything. i do know this: things can and will be different than they are now. I am not saying good or bad, just not the same as now or before. the future is unwritten, at least for now.